Your last boyfriend broke up with you in public, yes, he did, because these days everyhting is public.
First he told you that he had not responded to your WhatsApp because he had fallen asleep, on another occasion he was stuck at work and could not meet you. The third time his dad had had an almost fatal collapse, the ambulance came with the paramedics and all…and he had to wait until everyone was asleep….The thing is that you bought the excuses every single time. Not facing the real truth which is:
He did not care any more about you.
Or what is more, he was caring about someone else.
And the consequences are disastrous. It happened just before that trip you had bragged so much about, you still have the plane tickets but they are non refundable and non transferable. Basically, you are loosing the money. But that is not all, there is the hotel part too, that special rate that you got online to surprise your boyfriend staying at the penthouse of a Vegas five star hotel. It was an awesome rate actually.
Also gone.
So now what, will you go on that trip without him? How will it be when you are sitting on the plane next to his empty seat? How will it be when you check into your amazing hotel room and you have nobody to scream SURPRIIIIIISE to? Will you cry or will you say «thank Good» he is gone! I don’t have to share the toilet.
After a breakup, one begin to think about all the people that we have dated. Why has none of your relationships worked? Is it your fault?
Yes. No. Who knows…
You might feel disoriented and hurt because that guy didn´t even had the decency to leave you for someone else. He simply left you for YOU. Ouch. That sucks.
Now it would be a good idea to go directly to the source and interview each single person that has been a part of your life. Past boyfriends, friends and family. Unfortunately not may people take the time to tell you things that are difficult to hear. I personally don´t have that problem, I have my crocodile for that. He reminds me each day of all of my shortcomings, and sometims he is actually right but I will never say it because that is not the kind of relationship that we have. We are…never mind.
But in general, people simply remain silent, depriving you from some valuable information that would contribute to your personal growth.
If we could only understand how other people perceive us we could learn so much about ourselves.
My advice is as follows: Take that plane. Enjoy the room view, make new friends and drink champagne! We are born to be loved not perfect.
True love will come and will embrace you as you are.
Have a nice trip!
myboyfriendthecrocodile 